Once again, this furious mind of mine, started to create a problem that might not even exist! Oh dear! Keep on thinking that jedi only fool me around, with his sweet talk and sugarly promises. Cant stand the pain aftermath! What can I do?

[oh there’s something you can do alright, stop being a prejudice person!!]

it came back to my memory the days when he said he’ll save all his salary to go with me abroad. I cant stand the reality that the salary that he gets from his job right now, might not be for that cause anymore. It’s a sweet and wonderful thing to know that someone really wants to be with you, and even work his way there. But it’s a another thing to know that one day, he might not gonna feel and go that way anymore.

When I went with marisa, hanny, and maggie yesterday.. we talked about the time when hanny went abroad on vacation and had a toothache. One of the foreigners there, said “well, toothache is one of the most painful illness.” Then marisa said, “hann, you should answer him this way: well, you might wanna try broken heart!” ouch… that hits the spot real good!!